Finally a new post Arrgh!

As the seasons change I'm more scattered than ever but becoming more comfortable with that fact everyday, the fact that I'm gonna be this way forever, despite the meds that I recently stopped taking again, despite my ADD coach who is a treasure beyond measure April Ancel is her name, she's really helping to increase my acceptance of this disease. despite it all this is the way things are- messy channel surfing bull shit- but it's mine.